Sia just revealed she is on the autism spectrum, the revelation coming two years after the singer faced heavy criticism for her film Music.
To refresh your memory, the 2021 film, which flopped at the box office, followed the story of Zu, a newly sober woman played by Kate Hudson, who became the legal guardian of her sister Music, a nonverbal autistic character.
The role of Music was performed by Sia's regular long-time collaborator Maddie Ziegler, who is nuerotypical, sparking ableist backlash claiming an actor with autism should have been cast.
At the time Sia's response to actors with autism was:
"Maybe you're just a bad actor."
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The "Chandelier" singer additionally noted:
“I mean, it is ableism, I guess, as well, but it’s actually nepotism, because I can’t do a project without [Ziegler]. I don’t want to."
“I wouldn’t make art if it didn’t include her."
Aside from the casting decision, the film was also blasted for including harmful misconceptions surrounding the autism community, specifically in regards to leaked scenes prior to the film's release showing Music being restrained - a form of restraint that has killed children in the past - after experiencing an episode.
Eventually, Sia addressed the controversy and promised fans in a series of tweets:
“I promise, have been listening. The motion picture MUSIC will, moving forward, have this warning at the head of the movie:"
“MUSIC in no way condones or recommends the use of restraint on autistic people. There are autistic occupational therapists that specialize in sensory processing who can be consulted to explain safe ways to provide proprioceptive, deep-pressure feedback to help w meltdown safety.”
Just this week while on an episode of Rob Has a Podcast, Sia shared her own diagnosis, telling the hosts she is on the autism spectrum and also in recovery.
“I felt like for 45 years I was like, ‘I’ve got to go put my human suit on’ and only in the last two years have I become fully, fully myself.”
You can listen below.
\u201cSia reveals she\u2019s on autism spectrum 2 years after \u2018Music\u2019 casting controversy. https://t.co/BWv6PDtPy2\u201d— Page Six (@Page Six) 1685465391
And while people on social media acknowledged Sia's diagnosis, they noted it doesn't excuse the decisions she made for the film nor does it count as an apology.
\u201c@PageSix So has Sia done anything besides apologizing with words and actually try using actions to fix her damages to the autistic community? Autistic Survivor fan trying to plead my case here.\u201d— Page Six (@Page Six) 1685465391
\u201cI hope that Sia doesn\u2019t plan to use her Autism diagnosis to sidestep or \u201cinvalidate\u201d the criticism she received for \u2018Music\u2019. Regardless of her neurology, she created a harmful movie, was so rude to the autistic community - her community - and an apology from her is long overdue.\u201d— Callum Stephen (He/Him) (@Callum Stephen (He/Him)) 1685545443
\u201cSia having autism does not excuse the ableism and racism this film showed. \n\nShe had a white actor play a biracial character and was incredibly harmful to autistic people.\u201d— Ciara McCarthy (@Ciara McCarthy) 1685469802
\u201cSia getting an apparent autism diagnosis doesn't mean the autistic community needs to forgive her for Music, btw.\u201d— MAGGIE \ud83c\udf20 @ C0MMS OPEN (0/7) (@MAGGIE \ud83c\udf20 @ C0MMS OPEN (0/7)) 1685476724
\u201cSia, don't expect the entire Autism community to welcome you with open arms after what you done to them with your God awful ablelist movie by making them look horrible.\u201d— Wedding gloves in space\ud83e\udd96 (@Wedding gloves in space\ud83e\udd96) 1685486016
\u201cSia declaring she's "on the spectrum" (showing she's still not researched modern autistic knowledges yet) is a great demonstration that autistic people can be violently ableist, especially to other autistic people who they perceive to be "more severe" or "lower on the spectrum".\u201d— fun facts with lulu \ud83c\udf08 (@fun facts with lulu \ud83c\udf08) 1685468326
\u201c#Sia. Girl please.\n\nFor anyone in the back, #autism is not an excuse for atrocious, ableist, harmful-to-an-entire-community behaviour, especially when you have power, money, and a platform. Happy for everyone who learns who they are but ya... #NothingAboutUsWithoutUs\u201d— Diane @Autastic.com (@Diane @Autastic.com) 1685497619
\u201cSia getting an apparent autism diagnosis doesn't mean the autistic community needs to forgive her for Music, btw.\u201d— MAGGIE \ud83c\udf20 @ C0MMS OPEN (0/7) (@MAGGIE \ud83c\udf20 @ C0MMS OPEN (0/7)) 1685476724
\u201cWhile I'm glad Sia's discovered this about herself, it doesn't excuse the fact her movie portrayed an offensive stereotype of autism & showed dangerous restraint methods, or that she insulted autistic people when they called it out, or that her "research" came from a hate group.\u201d— Natalia (@Natalia) 1685487581
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Sia revealed on the podcast her diagnosis has allowed her to feel "human."
“Nobody can ever know and love you when you’re filled with secrets and … living in shame, and when we finally sit in a room full of strangers and tell them our deepest, darkest, most shameful secrets, and everybody laughs along with us, and we don’t feel like pieces of trash for the first time in our lives, and we feel seen for the first time in our lives for who we actually are, and then we can start going out into the world and just operating as humans and human beings with hearts and not pretending to be anything.”