Chrissy Teigen, model, cookbook author and TV host, was publicly accused of cyberbullying Courtney Stodden when Stodden was still a teenager.
Now Teigen's apologizing on Twitter.
Courtney Stodden—who now uses they/them/theirs pronouns—wrote a book during the quarantine. They explained their past marriage and grooming by Doug Hutchison.
The actor was 51 years old at the time of his marriage to Stodden, who was a 16-year-old beauty queen.
Stodden did an interview with The Daily Beastand opened up about her treatment as a teenager.
"[Chrissy Teigen] wouldn't just publicly tweet about wanting me to take 'a dirt nap' but would privately DM me and tell me to kill myself. Things like, 'I can't wait for you to die'."
At the time of their interview with The Daily Beast, Stodden cited Paris Hilton as the only person who showed them kindness.
Now, Teigen is publicly apologizing for her actions.
In a four tweet thread, Teigen explained her feelings on the call out, starting with:
"Not a lot of people are lucky enough to be held accountable for all their past bullsh*t in front of the entire world."
"I'm mortified and sad at who I used to be. I was an insecure, attention seeking troll."
"I am ashamed and completely embarrassed at my behavior..."
Not a lot of people are lucky enough to be held accountable for all their past bullshit in front of the entire world. I\u2019m mortified and sad at who I used to be. I was an insecure, attention seeking troll. I am ashamed and completely embarrassed at my behavior but that...— chrissy teigen (@chrissy teigen) 1620845411
is nothing compared to how I made Courtney feel. I have worked so hard to give you guys joy and be beloved and the feeling of letting you down is nearly unbearable, truly. These were not my only mistakes and surely won\u2019t be my last as hard as I try but god I will try!!— chrissy teigen (@chrissy teigen) 1620845460
I have tried to connect with Courtney privately but since I publicly fueled all this, I want to also publicly apologize. I\u2019m so sorry, Courtney. I hope you can heal now knowing how deeply sorry I am.— chrissy teigen (@chrissy teigen) 1620845496
And I am so sorry I let you guys down. I will forever work on being better than I was 10 years ago, 1 year ago, 6 months ago.— chrissy teigen (@chrissy teigen) 1620845558
Buzzfeed reported on the cyberbullying, with screenshots of the comments left on Stodden's page, wishing them death and trolling them for their relationship with Hutchison.
The comments from Teigen read:
"My Friday Fantasy: you. dirt nap. mmmmmm baby."
"go. to sleep. forever. RT @CourtneyStodden on the 8th day of Christmas my true love gave to me: Eight Erotic Elves..."
"@CourtneyStodden what drugs make you do that with your mouth? asking for a friend who really wants to know how to look like an idiot. thanks"
"@CourtneyStodden do you have a family?"
Stodden, however, said Teigen's claim of reaching out privately was not true.
In a recent Instagram post, Stodden says they never heard from Teigen.
The caption of the post read:
"I accept her apology and forgive her. But the truth remains the same, I have never heard from her or her camp in private."
"In fact, she blocked me on Twitter."
"All of me wants to believe this is a sincere apology, but it feels like a public attempt to save her partnerships with Target and other brands who are realizing her 'wokeness' is a broken record."
Many people spoke up, saying Teigen's apology was not enough.
This is horrifying and disappointing. So nice of your followers to accept an apology that isn\u2019t theirs to accept because they weren\u2019t the ones you tried to bully to suicide.— Andrea Hickey (@Andrea Hickey) 1620854769
I\u2019m loving the replies saying that we all make mistakes. Personally i\u2019ve never said something so horrific to someone and it\u2019s sad to see people normalizing it. It wasn\u2019t a one time thing she literally bullied this girl for months.— \u2661 (@\u2661) 1620861140
lol starting your apology by lamenting the situation you put yourself in. maybe an unqualified apology would be better!— The Gilded Buffoon (@The Gilded Buffoon) 1620845591
Uhm you got them blocked tho?pic.twitter.com/ZCsL1AIgcR— Uniqua stan account (@Uniqua stan account) 1620855599
It wasn\u2019t luck that brought out this situation for you to be publicly held accountable. It was justice. You\u2019re still LUCKY you have a career instead of being charged for a crime against a minor.— Carmen Llywelyn (@Carmen Llywelyn) 1620849838
After Stodden revealed they were blocked by Teigen on Twitter, their supporters called out Teigen's behavior.
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Courtney Stodden explained in their interview with The Daily Beast they have been healing through writing their book.
Hopefully, that healing can continue.